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I bet you expected something depressing. Not today.

People dissapointed me today, I dissapointed me today, but you know what? I can't be brought down...

New perspectives (see yesterday...) brought my head back on track, and Optimism has been restored. Perhaps seeing Val, a good family friend, at the Heartwood folk concert tonight put all my priorities back in place. I also laughed a lot today. At Kathleen, with Kathleen, about things that we did today, stupid or otherwise. Also, coffee that I had 3-4 hours ago is beginning to show it's effects, and coffee always help me think clearer. Praise the coffee....LOL.

You have no idea how subdued I feel right now. I'm so mellow I don't even need to listen to music...and that's so unnatural for me.

I'm not cheery, just content. I don't feel like I have to hide myself or sound "smart or funny" in writing today...

So, I'm really anxious about a few things. Ms. Burns is buying Visual Diary Journals for most of the art class today, so on Monday I'll have an AMAZING outlet to create anything I want, and right now, I don't even think that I want to....I don't think I NEED to right now. We'll see what happens. The joint birthday ski hill adventure will be underway in a week from today, and I'm excited and nervous about learning to snowboard. That day will be great though. I will not let injuries get in my way of having a great last visit (for a while) /joint birthday party.

This week has involved so many conversations. I've never been more confused about life, but I've also never been so at ease with it or optimistic about the future as I was today.
I've decided to work on self improvement, but without actually WORKING on it. I'm not going to label myself or other people as one thing...My goal is to just be, and be the best I can be. Without defining people, without defining myself as anything judgemental.

This is going to be a test, a self-test; to see if I can do it. Join me if you want. No competition, but do this for yourself. Just try, and see how you do.

Good luck.

lack. leck. lick. lock. luck.**

-Judi



**brought on by a typo....but decided to add that in there just for the fun of it...